It is tough to feel down with your own self.
It is irritating to have found yourself stuck with your life and not knowing what to do.
It is horrible to see others moving on with their life smoothly when you're lost with no option at all.
It hurts to look at the past that you regretted so much and thought you could've done better that you think would definitely put you in a better situation today.
But none of those beat the frustration of failing to think positively that Allah has planned your life this way to give you more, and what you definitely need.
Desperately in need of sincere prayers that I can make it through this tough period. T_T